Wednesday, March 2, 2011

The Great Big Whatever

I don't feel like it anymore. Are you wondering what "it" is....working, blogging, therapy, school...pretty much anything outside of Doodles - I don't feel like it.

Yes, I know that is not good. Holding everything inside is bad...blogging allows me to do purge of it all. But I am so sick of facing my feelings...that's normal, right? I hope that is normal...

Anyone who knows me will be shocked by my next statement.......I turned down the oppirtunity to join the mentoring program at work. I don't feel like it, so I said not right now. In a few months, I will probably kick my own butt -- but right now it gets a great big WHATEVER!

I am going to sit in my hotel room and eat my milk chocolate Dove candies..........maybe the whole bag. If I gain weight, who cares???? In awhile, I will -- but right now....Whatev!

8 comments:

ModernMom said...

Oh I think we are all entitled to days like this. Hoping you will feel a little brighter soon:) Hugs!

Shell said...

Pefectly okay to feel this way. Just hope you don't stay that way too long!

M said...

Perfectly okay! And go ahead and eat your chocolate! The whole bag!

kc said...

Hmmmm....the whole bag??? I didn't. I saved half for tonight :)

M said...

That works, too. This girl I used to work with once fell asleep with a bag of Dove chocolates and when she woke up they were all melted. Now THAT is embarrassing!

kc said...

My chocolates are all sorts of soft and melty :(

M said...

Yes... but you didn't sleep with them, did you? LOL... it's okay... I'll give you a free pass if you fell asleep with your chocolates. You have a busy, stressful life. Chocolate is necessary. Now, if *I* fell asleep with a bag of chocolates, I would totally judge myself because I have no good excuse.

kc said...

Are you kidding?? Yeah, I may travel a lot, work til all hours of the night, go to school, and somehow find time for Mr. Adorable....but you are a full-time MOTHER!!! DUDE, if anyone would get a free pass it would be you. (bad mother moment ahead alert) I totally couldn't spend that much time with Doodles. One of us would harm the other.....which one I am not sure but one of us I am sure of it. :P