Wednesday, March 2, 2011

The Great Big Whatever

I don't feel like it anymore. Are you wondering what "it" is....working, blogging, therapy, school...pretty much anything outside of Doodles - I don't feel like it.

Yes, I know that is not good. Holding everything inside is bad...blogging allows me to do purge of it all. But I am so sick of facing my feelings...that's normal, right? I hope that is normal...

Anyone who knows me will be shocked by my next statement.......I turned down the oppirtunity to join the mentoring program at work. I don't feel like it, so I said not right now. In a few months, I will probably kick my own butt -- but right now it gets a great big WHATEVER!

I am going to sit in my hotel room and eat my milk chocolate Dove candies..........maybe the whole bag. If I gain weight, who cares???? In awhile, I will -- but right now....Whatev!

8 comments:

Stephanie said...

Oh I think we are all entitled to days like this. Hoping you will feel a little brighter soon:) Hugs!

Shell said...

Pefectly okay to feel this way. Just hope you don't stay that way too long!

XO said...

Perfectly okay! And go ahead and eat your chocolate! The whole bag!

kc said...

Hmmmm....the whole bag??? I didn't. I saved half for tonight :)

XO said...

That works, too. This girl I used to work with once fell asleep with a bag of Dove chocolates and when she woke up they were all melted. Now THAT is embarrassing!

kc said...

My chocolates are all sorts of soft and melty :(

XO said...

Yes... but you didn't sleep with them, did you? LOL... it's okay... I'll give you a free pass if you fell asleep with your chocolates. You have a busy, stressful life. Chocolate is necessary. Now, if *I* fell asleep with a bag of chocolates, I would totally judge myself because I have no good excuse.

kc said...

Are you kidding?? Yeah, I may travel a lot, work til all hours of the night, go to school, and somehow find time for Mr. Adorable....but you are a full-time MOTHER!!! DUDE, if anyone would get a free pass it would be you. (bad mother moment ahead alert) I totally couldn't spend that much time with Doodles. One of us would harm the other.....which one I am not sure but one of us I am sure of it. :P