If you read the following, please do yourself a favor, get your barf bags, take some anti-nausea medication, something to help ya out with the disgusting display that is to follow. (I started cleaning and packing, but I have a serious case of procrastination going on...found, read and now you can be as disgusted as I am...know that I love you all so turn back now!!!)
"We are together because it is right! We can be ourselves, no barriers. Free to let down our guard and just be. It is not about the sex, it is about the emotion and the intimacy that we feel. When we are together in our bubble there is no judgment, no feelings of not being good enough. All there is is a feeling of contentment, safety and rightness. But, it does appear that what we are doing is wrong after walking away. But people shouldn't judge us because of how we communicate - this is how we make it known to each other that everything is OK, that we are OK, we re-charge ourselves. It is a twist of irony that we would meet at this time in our lives but also that it may be why we are together right now. When I talk to you, when I get an email, the desire starts to build, the bubble starts to expand. How healthy would it be for us to ignore it? It would build and expand and we would get frustrated and unhappy."
OH MY GOODNESS!!! What a pile of horseshit...I cannot believe that I fell for that line of BS, or that I allowed anyone to say that crap to me and I didn't walk away...It's perfectly alright for you all to laugh and tell me what a pathetic idiot I am......I admit that after reading it -- PATHETIC IDIOT ALERT, right here!
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I imagine this guy being kinda like Scott on "Keeping Up With The Kardashians"... like, he totally knows how to say the right thing and manipulate Kourtney... and everyone else is like "WTF! Why can't she see what a loser he is?!"... proof that love *IS* blind and professional master manipulators know exactly how to control their victims. I don't know, maybe it's because I've been used by manipulative people in the past, but when I read this I don't think "OMG! You're such an idiot!" I just see that some a-hole was taking advantage of your goodness and while you may still be stinging from your experience with him, you got away. Some people never get away.
I cannot stand Scott!!! I totally want to smack Kourtney...I understand where she is coming from with the whole baby daddy thing, but UGH totally on Khloe's side! Scott is a total douche -- but he has moments where he is nice and supportive when he is not drinking...so like once every blue moon. Complete douche.
I found this gem, and now I may have to go through it and share more of my OMG I'm an idiot moments. It is truly something special LOL
I know! Wouldn't you think that if Kourtney watched even ONE episode with her and Scott that she'd be like "OMG! What am I doing?" And of course now she's stuck with him for life with baby Mason, whether or not they're together-together, they're both Mason's parents. And how can she stand to listen to Scott's voice? It's sooooo annoying!
One of the reasons why I deleted my original blog was because I couldn't handle having the archives around any longer, memorializing every stupid thing I ever said or did. Nothing like reading something that I thought was okay at the time, but now I'm like "Ugh. I suck. Why did I do that/say that/whatever?"
ya know...I like having things around reminding me how much I suck. Only because I can look at myself in the mirror and say - HEY, you grew a flipping brain, good job. You were a total and complete IDIOT, but at least the brain cells started firing eventually. It reminds me that as "perfect" as everyone thinks I am, I am so far from it and it keeps me human LOL
Seriously, don't you want to tape an episode or two of K & K take Miami or the Kardashians and send it Kourtney with a note that says HELLO?!?!?!?! LOL
I understand what you mean, but for me I hated having the reminder of how stupid I had been in the past... lol...
Yes! I imagine Kourtney must have fans make comments to her when she's out and about. I would!
I slowly cull out certain things...like the physical reminders and past emails. But my journals I keep because I want to remember those feelings until I get a really good handle on the whys of it all. And the other good parts of the journals...but eventually I will trash that stuff too.
The only good thing about whats going on w/ Kourtney is maybe some peeps are seeing similarities and opening their own eyes....at least i hope so.
To steal a line from Forest Gump, "When we know better we do better." Now you know.
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